Well I pretty much suck at this whole xanga thing anymore. I don't remember being this busy last fall. I at least had time to sit down and keep this thing going on a regular basis.
My schedule is crazy, just like everyone else of course, but I promise you once you hit a college schedule you'll realize what crazy really is. Actually, now that I think of it I'm not so sure, I guess mine is a special case, first off music majors live for no other reason than to practice, and of course The Marching 110 owns the rest of your time.
With trombone quartet this quarter we have to find and hour out of some day to rehearse, so that just so happens to be Monday night, which means I go from 9-9 on that lovely day we all rejoice for. The few hours I do have in between are spent practicing because I have no choice but to use them. Tuesdays are the same deal basically, this is lesson day when I get up around 7 ( hopefully) most of the time 8, to study/finish homework and warm up and practice for my 11am lesson. Then it's off to trombone choir, sightsinging, and then lunch all in a row. Then I have 3- 4:15 free, which is why I'm here typing this now lol.
Then that whole thing basically repeats until Friday when I only have one class at 10 and then marching band at 5, BUT, at that time I've racked up all kinds of errands I need to take care of and that chunk of free time is spent doing those misc. things. Saturday, let us not forget is gameday...oh yay, but I really love what I do, it just drives me mad sometimes.
Now, on to one of the biggest reasons I can get through all the crap I just mentioned, Lindsay. I'll tell you, this past month has been absolutely the best of my life. There were pretty strong signs right off with us, but every single day I continue to be amazed with how well we click.
I know it's cliche to say that we have so much in common and share a lot of the same ideas/think alike but we really do. A lot of people say these things because they just know that is something that usually comes along with a relationship which is NOT the case here. I've never met anyone in my life before who has an attitude as close as mine, especially in the way of how to handle situations or how to tear situations apart and diagnose them. So many times, I'll be giving advice to someone and talk to them, help them through whatever the situation may be and say '' do you understand?'' and of course they say they do, or they try to, but never have a met a person who not only truely understands what I say to them but actually has used the same ideas before they ever met me which is really amazing to me.
It's one of the biggest reasons why I love her so much, is that not only is she the one I can hold next to me and love but we are also that best friend to each other as well which is a crucial thing to have. Not to mention she really is awesome to cuddle with and well you know...
But seriously people, many of you know how down I've been before, and quite honestly I never ever thought that I would ever find anything like this, and especially have it this perfect. She has become my everything and has literally effected every part of my day and not only that, but she has given me so much hope and excitement for many other things yet to come. The Holidays for instance, my family has never been the big traditional type and I've always been on the outside looking in and haven't really had that special person to spend them with, and now I have such anticipation for all these things now. Does this make any sense? I really want to read comments if you know how I feel because I'm just in amazement at how much better things have been.
Lindsay this is still just the beggining baby, we have so much to look forward to and my life is changed knowing that I have you to be with through it all. We have all the time in the world sweety, all the time in the world and that is a lot, and that's not going to change. I love you.
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